When studying in school, you got no reward and you have to study 24/7, at home, at school, and at library.
When working in society, you got monetary reward for the things you do. Why do not do harder?
Study/ Work/ Preparation mode
2014年8月17日 星期日
2014年1月26日 星期日
學習摸索當中。
好想轉工，但總下不定決心。心裡總罵自己為什麼這樣膽怯，放膽去行吧！
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最近讀那本書，很好，對自己所信的更有入的認識。原來以前自己蠻“不信”的。心裡說信了，但老實說短識上仍未100% 想信。常常看到人談見證，但自己就好似沒有深刻的見證，總覺得是否自己出了問題。
今天在作者的深入分析下，完完全全地相信了，於是在巴士上（當時在巴士上看書）立即認罪悔改，認主作主。心裡覺得好感動，眼淚就流出來了。
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表演完，很累。覺得自己比前幾年有很大的進步，表演時竟然不膽怯。媽咪常常說我是驚青鬼，什麼事也驚一餐。心想自己變大膽了！哈哈！
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「我們的心若責備我們，神比我們的心大，一切事沒有不知道的……我們的心若不責備我們，就可以向神坦然無懼了，並且一切所求的就從他得著。」（約翰壹書三20-22）
基督徒作的事對不對，應該不應該，屬靈的情況怎樣，自己的心是知道的。除非他的心故意剛硬，麻木，不然心是很好的見證，叫人知道自己對神如何，是否遵守神的命令，行神所喜悅的事。因為在新約時代，神的律法就在人的心裡（希伯來書八10），又有神的道，就是真理在心裡（約翰壹書五10）並且有聖靈在我們裡面居住（約翰福音十四16），所以我們的心能夠知道是非，善惡和神的旨意。
如果我們的心責備我們，為著任何事，任何情況，就說明這事和這種情況是不對的，不合神的旨意，連我們的心都感到不對、不安。神更知道，更清楚了，我們豈能向神隱藏呢？我們心若不責備我們，表明是對的，至少是神現在許可的，心中有平安，這樣就可以向神坦然無懼，因為心不責備，就表明不是故意違背神，不肯除掉神所不喜悅的事。若是體貼肉體，順從情欲，聖靈必定相爭，心就要加以責備（加拉太書五16）。若是貪戀世界與世俗為友，聖靈也必嫉妒，擔憂（雅各書四4-5），心也必定有責備。
心中平安、無責備、良心無虧、清潔，是信徒最基本正當的情形，現在祈求能蒙應允，將來更可以坦然見主。
好想轉工，但總下不定決心。心裡總罵自己為什麼這樣膽怯，放膽去行吧！
-----------------
最近讀那本書，很好，對自己所信的更有入的認識。原來以前自己蠻“不信”的。心裡說信了，但老實說短識上仍未100% 想信。常常看到人談見證，但自己就好似沒有深刻的見證，總覺得是否自己出了問題。
今天在作者的深入分析下，完完全全地相信了，於是在巴士上（當時在巴士上看書）立即認罪悔改，認主作主。心裡覺得好感動，眼淚就流出來了。
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表演完，很累。覺得自己比前幾年有很大的進步，表演時竟然不膽怯。媽咪常常說我是驚青鬼，什麼事也驚一餐。心想自己變大膽了！哈哈！
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「我們的心若責備我們，神比我們的心大，一切事沒有不知道的……我們的心若不責備我們，就可以向神坦然無懼了，並且一切所求的就從他得著。」（約翰壹書三20-22）
基督徒作的事對不對，應該不應該，屬靈的情況怎樣，自己的心是知道的。除非他的心故意剛硬，麻木，不然心是很好的見證，叫人知道自己對神如何，是否遵守神的命令，行神所喜悅的事。因為在新約時代，神的律法就在人的心裡（希伯來書八10），又有神的道，就是真理在心裡（約翰壹書五10）並且有聖靈在我們裡面居住（約翰福音十四16），所以我們的心能夠知道是非，善惡和神的旨意。
如果我們的心責備我們，為著任何事，任何情況，就說明這事和這種情況是不對的，不合神的旨意，連我們的心都感到不對、不安。神更知道，更清楚了，我們豈能向神隱藏呢？我們心若不責備我們，表明是對的，至少是神現在許可的，心中有平安，這樣就可以向神坦然無懼，因為心不責備，就表明不是故意違背神，不肯除掉神所不喜悅的事。若是體貼肉體，順從情欲，聖靈必定相爭，心就要加以責備（加拉太書五16）。若是貪戀世界與世俗為友，聖靈也必嫉妒，擔憂（雅各書四4-5），心也必定有責備。
心中平安、無責備、良心無虧、清潔，是信徒最基本正當的情形，現在祈求能蒙應允，將來更可以坦然見主。
2014年1月9日 星期四
Another New Year Resolution
I will become a better person to suit you. I will try my best to become the kind of person that I like I will fall in love with.
2013年12月27日 星期五
2013年12月16日 星期一
My resolution for 2014.
A new year will begin. Is it too soon to write new year's resolution? I haven't kept any of those anyway. I just like to follow my heart's instinct.
But I would like to thank God.
Thank God for letting me to work in this company though I didn't deserve it.
Thank God for letting me to see Your presence. Saying the honest words and doing the right things are always right.
Thank God for letting me to have a Taiwan trip by myself. It was really a wonderful experience.
Thank God for letting me meet my ex-boyfriend. He let me see how bad a guy can be.
Thank God for my friends. I have made a lot friends this year and widened my horizons. Without them, I would have been living in my own shell.
Thank God for my family, esp. my sister. She knows me, and always support me. She is my little conscience.
Thank God for letting me join fellowship again.
Thank God for the hardship I have been through. It made me a stronger person.
Thank God for still putting me into the hardship I am now having.
Thank God for my food, shelter and families and friends.
I have realized I have not always been a good person. But I am improving because of the events He brought to me. Those I don't want, but He answered and is answering prayers in a special way. It is because He loves us more than the parents on earth. He can always build people.
I am so sorry that I failed your test. I know that You don't like it, do You. That's why You gave me so many signals. However, I am really weak. It was really hard for me. Although You have said that You wouldn't give hardship which is harder than I can bear, but it is really hard. I have say no millions of times but I cannot escape from it. Oh, I really disappointed You, didn't I?.....
A new year will begin. Is it too soon to write new year's resolution? I haven't kept any of those anyway. I just like to follow my heart's instinct.
But I would like to thank God.
Thank God for letting me to work in this company though I didn't deserve it.
Thank God for letting me to see Your presence. Saying the honest words and doing the right things are always right.
Thank God for letting me to have a Taiwan trip by myself. It was really a wonderful experience.
Thank God for letting me meet my ex-boyfriend. He let me see how bad a guy can be.
Thank God for my friends. I have made a lot friends this year and widened my horizons. Without them, I would have been living in my own shell.
Thank God for my family, esp. my sister. She knows me, and always support me. She is my little conscience.
Thank God for letting me join fellowship again.
Thank God for the hardship I have been through. It made me a stronger person.
Thank God for still putting me into the hardship I am now having.
Thank God for my food, shelter and families and friends.
I have realized I have not always been a good person. But I am improving because of the events He brought to me. Those I don't want, but He answered and is answering prayers in a special way. It is because He loves us more than the parents on earth. He can always build people.
I am so sorry that I failed your test. I know that You don't like it, do You. That's why You gave me so many signals. However, I am really weak. It was really hard for me. Although You have said that You wouldn't give hardship which is harder than I can bear, but it is really hard. I have say no millions of times but I cannot escape from it. Oh, I really disappointed You, didn't I?.....
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